Ninjanun Confessions Part IV

I'm tired of school. I need a vacation.

I wish I knew what I wanted out of life.

But I'm pretty sure it's not kids.

Even though I had a dream in which I had a baby boy, and was happy about it.

I also had a dream that I could fly in an airplane, and even do aerodynamic flips and barrel roles and stuff without getting sick. I don't think it means I'm supposed to be a pilot.

I dropped a class this quarter partly because I couldn't stand one of the other students in it.

I bought a new dress about six months ago, and still don't have shoes to match it, or an occasion to wear it. It was on clearance. From J.Crew.

I'm constantly bumping my shoulder or elbow into door frames when I pass through them. It's like I forget that I have a body, or forget what the dimensions of it are, anyway.

I wish I had a different nose. But then I feel guilty because my nose looks like my granny's nose, and I like her nose (on her).

I think I have a moon pie face. Especially in profile, when I smile.

My butt hurts.

I'm not motivated this quarter, I've not done most of my work so far for my projects, and finals are next week. I'm stressed.

Also, I think I may be depressed.